I Regress…

Today

this morning

I regressed…

I missed the callous one

the one that taught me about betrayal and cowardice

about hypocrisy and pain

about futility

The pain of her Cesarean act

threatened to disembowel me once again

The void returned

and the hope and optimism receded out of fear

today

this morning

I yearned for love

but I’m left only with hate

and a tainted view of a life in limbo

embellished with rose-coloured recollections

of a life almost lived.

I want to know what you think

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