
Aw, how cute 🙂
Submitted by bubblyrebel
“
I wish I could stop after looking at the facade,
Instead of always peering at what lies beyond
It’s that inquisitive care that I cannot subdue
That concern for the pain that reflects in her eyes
That draws me in to want to ease her anguish
And leaves me ravaged when she finds her wings
And seeks out another that only sees her facade
So that the elaborate defences she can continue to maintain…
Anything to protect her fragility
”
(Cynically Jaded)
yesterday morning
I found our first time
sleeping on the stairs
I walked around it
quietly
2011-02-23 tanka (via mydreamsmoveslowly)

Salvation is in sincerity – (Arabic calligraphy by Muhammed Zakariya)
I’m not quite sure which is worse, the insincerity of someone pretending to love, or that of someone pretending not to…the former still has the potential to create some good, because even if we develop a sense of belonging or a feeling of being needed based on a false premise, as long as its maintained, there’s good in it, and no matter how destructive the ultimate realisation of it being false, it can never eradicate the good that was already experienced while it was being experienced…whereas in the case of being insincere in pretending not to love someone, the good that already exists is being smothered, destroying both hope and souls in the process.
This house,
no, THAT house
held many things.
In it’s wall grew
a tangle of thoughts, emotions, musings wanderings,
knotted together with desire, hope, love and courage
decaying with anger, misunderstanding, insecurity and indifference
This house,
no, THAT house
was built on a strong
yet unsteady foundation
of fascination
That house (yes, I’ve learnt it now)
burned down with anger.
Bellowing flames
pouring out of tiny windows.
The smoke rose in great, dense clouds
roared and flared
light bulbs exploded,
windows shattered
doors burst open
in and out
in and out.
The occupants inside singed their throats with their screaming.
Burnt their hands with their clawing, their frustration, their anger.
Huffed and Puffed
and blew THAT house
down.
All the while the fire raged on
(simmered, then raged, then simmered, then had to be kindled)
And one day
the fire died
(as all fires usually do)
And there was nothing but a quiet creaking house, swaying in the wind.
Lonely on a hill
Crooked
Bent
……….
The one weeps
for tangled thoughts
and knotted words
and buried hopes
and heavy silences that stretch
the damp walls of an insane house
with no occupants
except one crazy heart
and one reluctant fool
who leaves and returns
with nothing on that tongue
but caution and lust.
The one weeps
For these crazy occupants
with tangled emotions
and knotted words
who neither love nor hate
Nor stand nor sit
who hover somewhere
between heaven and hell
The one walks through the house
Running fingers over peeling wallpaper
Inspects burnt floorboards
Stopping to listen
to creaking eaves
rustles in the attic
a faint voice of the imagination,
runs a finger over dust on the mantelpiece
sits on the floor,
suddenly.
Weeps
for the blood-stained floor
the splintered drawers
of past-battles
forgotten
the notes etched in the walls
the whispers hanging in the rafters
the sighs pressed against the windows
The house groans
waiting to fall
waiting for the one to walk out
and shut the door behind
so that it may collapse
peacefully
quietly
finally
as if it had never existed
as if the walls did not hold stories
as if the rooms did not hold thoughts
as if the ceilings did not hold secrets
as if the carpets did not hold pain
as if the house did not hold love
As if it had never existed.
“SWEETHEART, do not love too long: I loved long and long, And grew to be out of fashion Like an old song. All through the years of our youth Neither could have known Their own thought from the other’s, We were so much at one. But O, in a minute she changed— O do not love too long, Or you will grow out of fashion Like an old song.”
—
W.B. Yeats
Forget about my life… She’s the best thing to ever happen to my poetry
(via slycrow)

Words often fail me when my heart is overwhelmed. It seems that only my arms could ever express my true yearning for her, and only my lips would be able to provide an indication of the passion that I feel when I think of her. She is, and always has been, from the moment I first laid eyes on her, my one and only true love.
She has taken me to heights of happiness and absolute enchantment that I didn’t dream existed in this world. I live for her, I ache for her, I yearn for her, and I feel incomplete without her. And despite not having any assurance that we could ever be anything more than we are now, I cannot live for anyone but her. She is my love, she is my angel, she is my all…and my everything. I live for her, I love for her. (Cynically Jaded)