Looking around the room and seeing things that annoy me because it’s not actively used, and at the same time lacking the resolve to get rid of it just in case I may need it creates more clutter in the brain than the clutter in front of me. Aaarrggghhh… 🙁 Vicious vicious circle indeed…because eventually, on a bad/good day when I eventually decide to dump some of it, I end up needing something that I threw out within a day or two of getting rid of it. And then I end up going out to buy it again, and of course, add a few other items to the cart for ‘just in case’ or ‘should be nice’ or ‘hmmm, I could do something with that!’… and the clutter starts all over again. Retail therapy, how therapeutic is it really?
It’s not such a bad thing, even though it feels crappy most of the time…missing someone that is. The longing, the yearning, the desperate need to be in their presence…it all makes life seem so incomplete and hopeless at times…but consider that if you have someone to miss, it means that you have someone to love…and that is a blessing in so many ways…of course, only as long as there is a chance that they do, or will love you in return…otherwise, the longing, yearning and desperation is all that it will amount to…making the feeling of being incomplete a state of existence and not just a state of mind.
It’s all in your head…even if you’re insignificant, you’ll find reason to believe that there’s more to it than there is…because that is the nature of the fool within…
Do what you love, and follow your life’s passion, because like they say, those that mind don’t matter, and those that matter, won’t mind. And if you tell yourself that for long enough, you’ll eventually believe it.
If we found the perfect partner to marry, what will there be for us to aspire to in our marriage and lives together since everything would already be in place?
She’s a scarce commodity…too scarce to ever be taken for granted, if indeed you’re fortunate enough to find one. And if you do, you’ll notice that she can capture your heart and warm your soul without uttering a word. The depth of her passion that flits through her eyes will enchant you until you ache with the anguish of needing her in your arms…and that’s before you even lay a finger on her.